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Yearend Challenge
Today I challenge myself to write 100 poems by midnight 1 Jan 2024. During this challenge, I will forego alcoholic beverages and drink ginger-lemon tea instead. All poems will be blogged and sequentially numbered. Daily poems are expected; numbers deprioritized throughout the week must be made up on weekends. Minigoals: 12/4 20; 12/11 40total; 12/18 60t; 12/25 80t; 1/1/24 100t.
Most poems are expected to be quatorzains, though not required (it merely follows the evidence as my forte).Poem 1
Happiness is such a huge idea,
But what is it, specifically? Is it
An emotion? A mindset? A heart tuned
To the favor of fortune, God, nature,
Or specific higher powers unnamed?
Is it pleasure prolonged? Joy unbridled?
Perhaps merely security ensured?
Such a broad range and deep is happiness.
Joy is much simpler, I think. And as such
More readily attained. What each is worth
Certainly must remain a subjective
Case. How attainable each certainly
Must depend on mindset, for even those
Sorely traumatized have sought and found both.Poem 2
Despair is the dragon. Has it always
Been? In childhood, dragons seemed plentiful
As wasps and spiders – all the scary things
That sting and burn and bite. Now adulthood
Spills in on tides of years and washes clean
The earth of most such fears. But despair, dark
And cunning serpent that it is, curls up
Within the deep shadows of unconscious
Mind, the turbid depths of the heart, and lurks
Await . . . death visits to rob us of dear
Ones, and the beast arises to devour
First our pretty red hearts, then our grieving
Minds, takes hostage confidence and poisons
All . . . how can we slay this dragon within?
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Picking Back Up…

From my apparently unrecoverable blog bitterhermit.wordpress.com
The 1000 poem project was completed some time in 2013. Time to start another challenge. Perhaps a bit less ambitious? My day-job pays the bills, but sucks the soul out of me; I write in fits and starts these days. We’ll start with a hundred-poem challenge and see how that goes.

Top of the Hour
blurry eyed too close to waking
allergy season – not a favorite time of year
coffee calls, and I waft in on its aroma
content in the kitchen to wake slowly
14Sep2023
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Satori Zhatahz
got this livin-in-the-now thing going
on now, he says, though the haunt in his eyes
belies the now; somewhere on the road to
satori we met at a bright crossroads
of seeking, which is really something for
parallel paths. we sat to center and
follow our breath — he his way, and me mine.my breath moving outward, I trail behind
to watch it encompass eternity,
which is the moment he and I become
aware . . . that separation not-exists.
what truth enlightenment holds, I know
may dwell beyond the reach of this life
I am he is me and one breath is all.dmpitchford

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Assets
in a boat along the shallows of a drunken
moonless night and you call to me from beneath
the lamplight, trollop in a ragged dress low-
cut to showcase healthy plentitudes
of cleavage, a bosom for all to relish—
for a price, and as it should be. The world
was always about commerce. Life is the
economy of heartbeats, breaths, meals, trysts,
and other bodily equations. Who am I
to deny the world its ways? A few coins
and paradise is mine between your thighs, love
but an hour of pleasure before you bathe again
and return to work beneath the crimson lamp
to sell the wares life gave you in a drunken night.dm pitchford

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Aubade
We all want to be beautiful, Liza
beneath some argent moon in her fullness,
at daybreak with its pink-lined clouds and sky
pure as mountain springs, bright as topaz
and us waking from dreams of golden streets . . .
Liza, paradise is deep within, resides
here within the placid soul, the restful mind.
Each of us is beautiful in the right light,
which is the light of the beholder, shone
forth from this paradisal mind to reflect
self in self, dispelling the great lie of Other.
Liza, I want to be that beauty, your beauty,
my beauty—I want to dispel that illusion,
but life has mesmerized me, captivated
my eyes, spoken harsh ideals of hate and race
and otherness which I cannot see but
manifest among fellows who are not me . . .
I was never much better a Buddhist
than I was a Christian, and know far less
about it. But in more Zen moments, found
Christ in satori and not Western prayers.
And, Liza, still I find more beauty in
Narcissus nodding than in the prattle
of old men reading scripture and mobs singing
hymns they barely comprehend, bleating sheep
penned together of an hour Sunday morning.
It seems strange, Liza, to have gotten here
from want of being beautiful, but this
is the wonder of morning: possibility
born from heaven’s savage pink portal.
David M Pitchford

Morning is the
dawn of possibility
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Breakdown
you’ve lost all hope of reason, she says. her
hypodermic is that for which I came.
what the fuck ever happened to refuges,
to the sanitaria of yesteryear?
I need a peaceful stroll upon a lawn
unwired and without the green threat of work,
the soft voice of a sympathetic soul.
my dreams are meaningless even to me,
and Freud is long recycled into scapes
of clover and grass . . . what atoms can sing
now his interpretations? Even Jung
lies lost within unused stacks. can Campbell
resuscitate within a new generation
some new significance not memed to death?
David M Pitchford

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Written in 2012 about This Current Year
LITTLE APOCALYPSE
it’s the end of the world, the end of time,
the end of all things, the prophet tells us.
but there’s never a calendar entry
to guide us, just the vague hint of “in your
lifetime”. all we thought was holy will be
revealed as lies of the Adversary.
fire and mayhem, disease and flood . . . it’s
always the same. even science has its
apocalypses, but they at least offer
the hope that it’s natural and won’t happen
in our lifetime or that of our children
for the foreseeable future. it’s really
just a tool of fear mongering to control
us. we’re savvy, boss, forget about it.David M Pitchford

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Poems are Like This
he was something special “back in the day”;
she still writes sonnets of/to him, though he’s dead
to her these three years; one has to wonder
if it’s dedication, obsession, or
perhaps merely her addiction as
poetess; in the end – does it really
matter if the poem is to or for
or about anyone in particular?some say one way, some the other and it’s
all the same—could be any of us, could be
all of us—any of us, anyway,
who have had love and lost and most of us
have; she might ponder on it herself, but
in the end she merely shrugs her c’est la vie.David M Pitchford

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Question, Please Respond
I am conflicted over AI art. I feel a bit dirty and somewhat delinquent for using so many AI created images here in my blog. The fact that this blog is strictly amateur and neither a cashcow nor a sidegig somewhat mitigates the conflict. What is your opinion? I am very curious what others think or opine; please respond and let me know your thoughts and/or feelings about AI art used specifically for a zero-profit blog.

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The Poetess
younger, she wrote of transcendence beyond
the body, of ecstasies grander than
what the flesh can offer; she wrote of
experiences so wholly spiritual
nothing might compare. such were her metaphors
many considered sublime . . . with age and life
experience, her poetry turned more
toward the body, the thrill of nerves touched by
hands of her true love; later, the bodily
longing for her abandoner, thence to
thrills of a new love; as a mother, she
wrote of such sensations as birth and nursing;
now in dotage, she writes of the cats who
keep her company while she pines for youth.David M Pitchford

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For All Our Erudition
she and me and a bottle of red wine,
questions of cosmic significance tossing
back and forth in a hotel room after
the symposium, philosophies of
struggle and economics, of art and
psychology, of class and caste—we tossed
around expressions like disenfranchised
and plebeian and bourgeoisie; concepts:
opportunity and entitlement,
under-privileged and . . . and in the end,
it was all words to open the windows
between souls to let the light in. We made
love out of shared ideals, but in the end—
nothing but talk. this world remains the same.David M Pitchford

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Night After Night
night after night in the twilight of dreams
you stand beside a brightness blinding
its jeweled hues string my heart into
bright realms and I wonder at the truth
of love glowing from your presence like
promises of succor and rescue from deep
depths of evil times when the world seems
full of dark enemies and hateful, merciless
foes who trample thoughtless what does
not suit them or make them wealthy, eaters
of the impoverished who hold the world
beneath them and brag to heaven their
vast superiority while beneath armored
breasts they harbor fears no less than ours.
David M Pitchford