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  • Yearend Challenge

    Today I challenge myself to write 100 poems by midnight 1 Jan 2024. During this challenge, I will forego alcoholic beverages and drink ginger-lemon tea instead. All poems will be blogged and sequentially numbered. Daily poems are expected; numbers deprioritized throughout the week must be made up on weekends. Minigoals: 12/4 20; 12/11 40total; 12/18 60t; 12/25 80t; 1/1/24 100t.
    Most poems are expected to be quatorzains, though not required (it merely follows the evidence as my forte).

    Poem 1
    Happiness is such a huge idea,
    But what is it, specifically? Is it
    An emotion? A mindset? A heart tuned
    To the favor of fortune, God, nature,
    Or specific higher powers unnamed?
    Is it pleasure prolonged? Joy unbridled?
    Perhaps merely security ensured?
    Such a broad range and deep is happiness.
    Joy is much simpler, I think. And as such
    More readily attained. What each is worth
    Certainly must remain a subjective
    Case. How attainable each certainly
    Must depend on mindset, for even those
    Sorely traumatized have sought and found both.

    Poem 2
    Despair is the dragon. Has it always
    Been? In childhood, dragons seemed plentiful
    As wasps and spiders – all the scary things
    That sting and burn and bite. Now adulthood
    Spills in on tides of years and washes clean
    The earth of most such fears. But despair, dark
    And cunning serpent that it is, curls up
    Within the deep shadows of unconscious
    Mind, the turbid depths of the heart, and lurks
    Await . . . death visits to rob us of dear
    Ones, and the beast arises to devour
    First our pretty red hearts, then our grieving
    Minds, takes hostage confidence and poisons
    All . . . how can we slay this dragon within?

  • Picking Back Up…

    Picking Back Up…

    From my apparently unrecoverable blog bitterhermit.wordpress.com

    The 1000 poem project was completed some time in 2013. Time to start another challenge. Perhaps a bit less ambitious? My day-job pays the bills, but sucks the soul out of me; I write in fits and starts these days. We’ll start with a hundred-poem challenge and see how that goes.

    Top of the Hour

    blurry eyed too close to waking

    allergy season – not a favorite time of year

    coffee calls, and I waft in on its aroma

    content in the kitchen to wake slowly

    14Sep2023

  • Satori Zhatahz

    got this livin-in-the-now thing going
    on now
    , he says, though the haunt in his eyes
    belies the now; somewhere on the road to
    satori we met at a bright crossroads
    of seeking, which is really something for
    parallel paths. we sat to center and
    follow our breath — he his way, and me mine.

    my breath moving outward, I trail behind
    to watch it encompass eternity,
    which is the moment he and I become
    aware . . . that separation not-exists.
    what truth enlightenment holds, I know
    may dwell beyond the reach of this life
    I am he is me and one breath is all.

    dmpitchford

  • Assets

    in a boat along the shallows of a drunken
    moonless night and you call to me from beneath
    the lamplight, trollop in a ragged dress low-
    cut to showcase healthy plentitudes
    of cleavage, a bosom for all to relish—
    for a price, and as it should be. The world
    was always about commerce. Life is the
    economy of heartbeats, breaths, meals, trysts,
    and other bodily equations. Who am I
    to deny the world its ways? A few coins
    and paradise is mine between your thighs, love
    but an hour of pleasure before you bathe again
    and return to work beneath the crimson lamp
    to sell the wares life gave you in a drunken night.

    dm pitchford

  • Aubade

    We all want to be beautiful, Liza

    beneath some argent moon in her fullness,

    at daybreak with its pink-lined clouds and sky

    pure as mountain springs, bright as topaz

    and us waking from dreams of golden streets . . .

    Liza, paradise is deep within, resides

    here within the placid soul, the restful mind.

    Each of us is beautiful in the right light,

    which is the light of the beholder, shone

    forth from this paradisal mind to reflect

    self in self, dispelling the great lie of Other.

    Liza, I want to be that beauty, your beauty,

    my beauty—I want to dispel that illusion,

    but life has mesmerized me, captivated

    my eyes, spoken harsh ideals of hate and race

    and otherness which I cannot see but

    manifest among fellows who are not me . . .

    I was never much better a Buddhist

    than I was a Christian, and know far less

    about it. But in more Zen moments, found

    Christ in satori and not Western prayers.

    And, Liza, still I find more beauty in

    Narcissus nodding than in the prattle

    of old men reading scripture and mobs singing

    hymns they barely comprehend, bleating sheep

    penned together of an hour Sunday morning.

    It seems strange, Liza, to have gotten here

    from want of being beautiful, but this

    is the wonder of morning: possibility

    born from heaven’s savage pink portal.

    David M Pitchford

  • Breakdown

    you’ve lost all hope of reason, she says. her

    hypodermic is that for which I came.

    what the fuck ever happened to refuges,

    to the sanitaria of yesteryear?

    I need a peaceful stroll upon a lawn

    unwired and without the green threat of work,

    the soft voice of a sympathetic soul.

    my dreams are meaningless even to me,

    and Freud is long recycled into scapes

    of clover and grass . . . what atoms can sing

    now his interpretations? Even Jung

    lies lost within unused stacks. can Campbell

    resuscitate within a new generation

    some new significance not memed to death?

    David M Pitchford

  • Written in 2012 about This Current Year

    LITTLE APOCALYPSE
    it’s the end of the world, the end of time,
    the end of all things, the prophet tells us.
    but there’s never a calendar entry
    to guide us, just the vague hint of “in your
    lifetime”. all we thought was holy will be
    revealed as lies of the Adversary.
    fire and mayhem, disease and flood . . . it’s
    always the same. even science has its
    apocalypses, but they at least offer
    the hope that it’s natural and won’t happen
    in our lifetime or that of our children
    for the foreseeable future. it’s really
    just a tool of fear mongering to control
    us. we’re savvy, boss, forget about it.

    David M Pitchford

  • Poems are Like This

    he was something special “back in the day”;
    she still writes sonnets of/to him, though he’s dead
    to her these three years; one has to wonder
    if it’s dedication, obsession, or
    perhaps merely her addiction as
    poetess; in the end – does it really
    matter if the poem is to or for
    or about anyone in particular?

    some say one way, some the other and it’s
    all the same—could be any of us, could be
    all of us—any of us, anyway,
    who have had love and lost and most of us
    have; she might ponder on it herself, but
    in the end she merely shrugs her c’est la vie.

    David M Pitchford

  • Question, Please Respond

    I am conflicted over AI art. I feel a bit dirty and somewhat delinquent for using so many AI created images here in my blog. The fact that this blog is strictly amateur and neither a cashcow nor a sidegig somewhat mitigates the conflict. What is your opinion? I am very curious what others think or opine; please respond and let me know your thoughts and/or feelings about AI art used specifically for a zero-profit blog.

  • The Poetess

    younger, she wrote of transcendence beyond
    the body, of ecstasies grander than
    what the flesh can offer; she wrote of
    experiences so wholly spiritual
    nothing might compare. such were her metaphors
    many considered sublime . . . with age and life
    experience, her poetry turned more
    toward the body, the thrill of nerves touched by
    hands of her true love; later, the bodily
    longing for her abandoner, thence to
    thrills of a new love; as a mother, she
    wrote of such sensations as birth and nursing;
    now in dotage, she writes of the cats who
    keep her company while she pines for youth.

    David M Pitchford

  • For All Our Erudition

    she and me and a bottle of red wine,
    questions of cosmic significance tossing
    back and forth in a hotel room after
    the symposium, philosophies of
    struggle and economics, of art and
    psychology, of class and caste—we tossed
    around expressions like disenfranchised
    and plebeian and bourgeoisie; concepts:
    opportunity and entitlement,
    under-privileged and . . . and in the end,
    it was all words to open the windows
    between souls to let the light in. We made
    love out of shared ideals, but in the end—
    nothing but talk. this world remains the same.

    David M Pitchford

  • Night After Night

    night after night in the twilight of dreams
    you stand beside a brightness blinding
    its jeweled hues string my heart into
    bright realms and I wonder at the truth
    of love glowing from your presence like
    promises of succor and rescue from deep
    depths of evil times when the world seems
    full of dark enemies and hateful, merciless
    foes who trample thoughtless what does
    not suit them or make them wealthy, eaters
    of the impoverished who hold the world
    beneath them and brag to heaven their
    vast superiority while beneath armored
    breasts they harbor fears no less than ours.

    David M Pitchford