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  • Yearend Challenge

    Today I challenge myself to write 100 poems by midnight 1 Jan 2024. During this challenge, I will forego alcoholic beverages and drink ginger-lemon tea instead. All poems will be blogged and sequentially numbered. Daily poems are expected; numbers deprioritized throughout the week must be made up on weekends. Minigoals: 12/4 20; 12/11 40total; 12/18 60t; 12/25 80t; 1/1/24 100t.
    Most poems are expected to be quatorzains, though not required (it merely follows the evidence as my forte).

    Poem 1
    Happiness is such a huge idea,
    But what is it, specifically? Is it
    An emotion? A mindset? A heart tuned
    To the favor of fortune, God, nature,
    Or specific higher powers unnamed?
    Is it pleasure prolonged? Joy unbridled?
    Perhaps merely security ensured?
    Such a broad range and deep is happiness.
    Joy is much simpler, I think. And as such
    More readily attained. What each is worth
    Certainly must remain a subjective
    Case. How attainable each certainly
    Must depend on mindset, for even those
    Sorely traumatized have sought and found both.

    Poem 2
    Despair is the dragon. Has it always
    Been? In childhood, dragons seemed plentiful
    As wasps and spiders – all the scary things
    That sting and burn and bite. Now adulthood
    Spills in on tides of years and washes clean
    The earth of most such fears. But despair, dark
    And cunning serpent that it is, curls up
    Within the deep shadows of unconscious
    Mind, the turbid depths of the heart, and lurks
    Await . . . death visits to rob us of dear
    Ones, and the beast arises to devour
    First our pretty red hearts, then our grieving
    Minds, takes hostage confidence and poisons
    All . . . how can we slay this dragon within?

  • Picking Back Up…

    Picking Back Up…

    From my apparently unrecoverable blog bitterhermit.wordpress.com

    The 1000 poem project was completed some time in 2013. Time to start another challenge. Perhaps a bit less ambitious? My day-job pays the bills, but sucks the soul out of me; I write in fits and starts these days. We’ll start with a hundred-poem challenge and see how that goes.

    Top of the Hour

    blurry eyed too close to waking

    allergy season – not a favorite time of year

    coffee calls, and I waft in on its aroma

    content in the kitchen to wake slowly

    14Sep2023

  • Pumpkin Holiday

    awake into early chill, season of frost
    and the pumpkins are all in, yards bedecked
    for holiday of unholy . . . never
    one to participate, our family hunches
    behind cinderblock walls, hoards its candy
    and hides from the general hostility
    society seems to bear. this benign
    distrust seems born in the genes, showing true
    as well in all mother’s sisters, one who
    now geriatrates in the recliner,
    quietly persevering as death crawls in
    on foggy feline paws. winter coming
    to the year; winter snowbound in her life,
    and mother watching for her own winter’s end.

    dmpitchford

  • Down on Fifth

    forever the beggar, king of no kingdom
    but the dusty lanes of nowhere, he smiles
    for his dimes, a blessing for a dollar;
    at midday, or when whim strikes him, or
    once the coins add up to a little something,
    he slips down to the huck’s on carpenter
    street for a magnum of malt (and a pint
    of brandy, E-n-J, on a flush day).
    he’s the emperor of has-been, alone
    but for the voices that torment him, his
    hell on earth, exacerbated by hang-
    over and depletion of niacin
    causing his brain to burn, soften, and betray
    him, his personal brutus, the bottle.

    dmpitchford

  • Boomer Granddame

    sad-eyed she says he needs her, but she can’t
    stand him. he’s a habit she’s had forty
    years now: how’s she supposed to quit him now;
    she mourns her wasted youth, though praises god
    over the seven fine children they raised
    together—though one is dead and a daughter
    is in prison for life—she wonders aloud
    to that same god where everything went wrong,
    but thanks him for pulling them all through
    the hard times, when life got really tough; she
    can’t recall when it was good times and apple
    pie, but she swears up yonder . . . in heaven
    with her lord and all the angels and the saints
    gathered ‘round the throne—it’ll all be good.

    dmpitchford

  • Roadtrip

    it was time for a change of scenery;
    too long we’d danced in stagnant rain on prairies
    and wanted for some elevation, or
    perhaps bigger sky or broader blue scapes.
    undecided, we headed west in the car
    playing novels on CD as the miles
    slipped by, the asphalt river racing past
    beneath worn tires and we watching roadsides
    for occasional animals, hawks by
    day, eagles near the mississippi, deer
    at dusk and night, plentiful in the plains
    that time of year. by morning, two novels
    in, we found ourselves in albuquerque,
    and, of course that’s where we made our wrong turn.

    dmpitchford

  • Sanitarium

    she asks if I suffer hallucinations.
    no, I suffer them nothing; I do, though,
    enjoy them much more than most other folks—
    I mean, I like my imaginary
    friends better than my real ones, not that I
    enjoy hallucinations more than other
    folks enjoy hallucinations; I mean,
    your average jo either gets caught up in
    games of denial and confusion between,
    or among, realities—how narrow-
    minded is that? it’s the scope of these things
    that tends to overwhelm most; they forbid
    themselves the growth, and so their fragile minds
    splinter and fragment and then comes madness.

    dmpitchford

  • Nighthag

    she’s followed me home every day this month,
    lurking in shadows, just out of sight. first
    I laughed at my own conceit, my own sad
    paranoia. but then a friend asked me
    about my shadow, so I watched closer,
    more surreptitious, and there she was, coy
    as moonlight and insidious as night.
    last night, I heard her panting outside my
    window, her heavy breath dogging me deep
    into the night, into dreams rife with fear
    and shadow, terror nameless at every
    turn, coarse broadcloth of night devoid of stars
    though saturated in threat smell of fear
    sweat, and always her heavy breaths hounding.

    dmpitchford

  • Salmon’s Envy

    I was talking to a salmon and the
    salmon was talking back, he’s a friend of mine,
    about the value of oxygen and
    the problem of gasping for breath once you’ve
    stepped out of your element to walk in
    another’s shoes . . . it occurs to me that
    a salmon speaking of sneakers is quite
    absurd, but there it is . . . and the salmon
    told me of a life he’d spent, a whole day,
    as a dragonfly—eaten by a duck,
    he assures me—and how blue the summer
    sky when one has only that day to live:
    we agreed he was a fool to envy my
    bicycle, and me to covet his gills.

    dmpitchford

  • Between Saying and Doing

    you once told me that we all want to be
    beautiful. you told me it’s a natural
    impulse, biological, organic,
    written deeply in the genes, those micro-
    cosms whence we spring. you told me you were
    certain that on deeper levels we all
    are equal and lovely and basically
    good; you told me evil was invented
    by lazy old men as a way to rule
    over younger, stronger folks. you told me
    you loved me, that it was forever, that
    nothing could ever make you cease to love
    me. you told me never again would you
    trust me, you told me . . . and now you are gone.

    dmpitchford

  • how silly it all was

    later that night, after that incident
    with the nudists and the police, I was
    getting closer to sober and you brought
    over a bottle for us to share, though it
    was only a pint, and you had been drunk
    hours before I started on the whiskey . . .
    we toasted the cops and nudists and made
    jokes about protests and how silly it
    all was about fur and animal rights
    when we have yet to get the whole human
    rights thing under any semblance of control—
    then suddenly our eyes met and magic,
    lightning, fireworks, and your tongue on mine,
    our clothing shed . . . and soon police found us.

    dmpitchford

  • From the Peak

    snow falls on the mountainside among stones
    ancient as the earth, patient as stars, cold
    as the ice eating their skin inexorably
    away year after year into millennia.
    just as these mountains creep along their slow
    path to oblivion by way of wind,
    water, and time. water falling from the sky,
    melting from sunlight on peaks high above.

    snow falls on the mountainside among trees
    young in the earth, their brief spans lived quickly
    relative to mountains. firs, pines, cedars,
    and aspens tiered down the heights ridge to ridge.
    upon the homes of cougar and bear, elk,
    moose and hare — on the mountainside, snow falls.

    dmpitchford